Agonizing!

I can see through my daydreaming,

the world, it’s both sides!

I know, this will bring me nothing but may I,

put it into the words, which may you be afraid to.

The pure land but having scars, what fate it would cause

Showing its wicked side, not considering the moral rights

What the world is up to, neither can I imagine nor even perceive

It seems like distortion, one side love, one side hatred

People dies, some live still dies.

I’m passing through this vision so fast

That people neither ignoring nor questioning my pace

As if no one cares, what they can achieve, right or wrong

Just a race, not a simple race, but dreadful.

A bitter reality!

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Why a life without meaning will make you sick?

-"Namaz ada kro, is se pehle k tmhari namaz ada ki jaye!"

(A very heart'touching statement )

Why this always happens, whenever we are learning or listening to some muslim preacher or scholar, we look inside ourselves and we're like "that's it! now I'll surely start offering my prayers, I know I'm too sinful but His blessings are not less than anything else, He is 'Rehman' and loves His ummat more than the love of seventy mothers, He surely loves our tears shedding only to get Him, His love, His rehmat. I have to make Him realize this, how much I love Him so that I remain peaceful here and hereafter." Well, these thoughts are just for some moments usually!

Why we fail to recognize His blessings all the time? Why we indulge in sins even we know that it’s totally wrong? And the most important one! Why we run after these fake charms of 'duniya' and wanna be moneybags knowing that this is just temporary? And only coaxing our hearts that "we have to live by making both Allah and this so called 'duniya' contented!'' Oh people! I wish I could let you know that this is all your misapprehensions.

I'm myself very sinful and not knowing true values of Islam; but sometimes these questions arise in my mind. So, I decided to come across its authentic answers. When I asked about this to my beloved mother (a doctor+teacher+scholar+best guider, Masha'Allah) as she was busy so, she just told me in simple words that,''Beta insan k liay is liay zruri hai paisa kamana ta k wo duniya mei reh skay aur Allah ki naimton ko istmal kr k uska behter treekey se shukar ada kr skay, agr insan greeb ho jaye tou 'fakar' mei wo gunnahon ki trf ragib ho jata hai jis se wo apne Allah ko bhulne lg jata hai. Fakr bht buri cheez hai" Then I added, "And because of illitracy, he forget to differentiate in good or bad, therefore going against the Islamic rules and indulging in sins."

But I felt I could'nt find my complete answers. Anyway, I thought and tried to help myself by realizing true facts. I knew that I could ask my parents or some other preacher, they might give me good reasons but I choosed other way to satisfy my pronoun in a right way.

Then I happened to go through some stuff like that.. "But if Al'lah jall'e'shanu'hu is all powerful, why can't we just live like angels here on earth and be happy all our lives?" Haha here you go, m having an answer; oh! So are you thinking about punishment? No, not at all, you are not being punished by Allah.  He does not either punish or reward people in this life. That all has to wait until the next. Pain and suffering are not a punishment. Both good and evil people suffer. To Allah swt, our troubles are like an instant. We're having chance to maintain firm faith and trust in Allah, going through such troubles strongly, competently. We just need to stand against our 'Nafs', whereas, that's not easy, but Allah has given us power, hence that's not difficult either!:D That small word *nafs* making everyone's life tedium! :/ (Sigh...) - (Not talking about that much as it’s beyond my discussion here.)

Okay! Now come to the point, the bessssttt solution for all this; to stay away from sins, to get our Allah's love etc... Is 'Namaz'! Yes, how much we are sinful, no matter how much we do bad but if we offer prayer, it builds a relation with Allah, then He helps us to love Him, to do good deeds; because whenever we offer prayer, somehow, somewhere in us, is a hidden wish to be a good person and wish that Allah may acced us whatever we are.:( It's rightly said; "Resignation to the Will of Allah is the cure of the disease of the heart."~(Hazrat Ali R.A) wowwh, consider it; we're His children, and atleast we should follow this single thing, what He wants us to do, what He has mensioned 70 times in Quran!:@ I mean ATLEAST!! And trust me, by offering namaz, we can get everything. The condition is that we should make it habbit. It’s simple, as by only 1 step towards Allah, we're able to get Him, then why shouldn't make this possible with many steps?! :D
Moreover, another best gift for us is duaa.
My dear Allah! When I loose hope, help me to remember that, your love is greater than my disappointments & your plans for my life are better than my dreams. Ameen!

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I believe!

I believe that whatever I have in fate which I’ll get in life I’ll achieve.

We work hard and plan things so we can make it in a better and effective non-stressful way.

It is important but equally the need to give importance to the relations and connections that we have with real people who are there and respond in same ways.

It’s no fun to be all alone in the way to success and then enjoy the achievement with someone you attract with all you build up or put on yourself till that part of the life.

Point to Ponder!

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CUZ IT’S IN MY BLOOD!!

I the dark, you the light! Give me some hope just for tonight!

I the disastrous, you the fortunate! Get me some felicity by passing through my way!

I the burn, you the glow! Don’t you get it, my mind’s gonna explode!

I the war, you the peace! Have me at your mercy by blowing the chilly breeze!

I the nasty, you the slight! Oh come over and overcome my blight!

I the wicked, you the moral! Give me merry and show me some auroral!

I the void, you the entire! Don’t you forget and fulfill my desire!

Oh rational and shrewd! It’s all you told, mere a lie, point to brood!

I the revolution! Will dig up your brutality! Don’t you brag!

I ain’t a compassion, it’s in my blood! 

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