Letter

I saw you in my dream today, same as we were yesterday
Rambling about random things, smiling, laughing, messing with each other
Brought big smile on my face when I woke up!
It wasn’t just like meeting you, but like achieving something extraordinary
Making me feel safe, fresh & out of lonely state, you disappeared once again
I wanted you to know that not a single day has gone I haven’t think about you
But today, when I see that except Allah, there’s one very person who make me smile
make me alive, make me feel real me from inside; isn’t with me, I ain’t able to hold my tears back
I am not able to thank enough Allah for giving me you
There comes some space between us, why this harsh world had to do this
I want you to know that
When you’re around me, I feel free
When you both used to mess with me, though I literally hated it, but miss it
When you used to eat my favorite food from the fridge without my permission, though I loathed it, but miss it
Our walkabouts in cold breeze, while you used to drop me off at school & make me feel useless, though I detested, but miss them
Our chilling times, walking, eating, fighting, through our whereabouts
Imagining other whole universe (sweet witch land) & remaining in them in order to get relief
Every night our every single mischievous behavior led us to something new
Nobody in this world can take your place, you’re my mirror, I can say anything to you
You are my hero, my inspiration, though you don’t make me feel like for once, but I know, you do know, I’m your hero too
I know you’re full of talents & remain motivated
But today I need some motivation to become an amazing person like you
Do me a favor! Stay happy & achieve everything what you want in this world & hereafter; for me!


To my partner in crimes, my Brother!






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Believe

You can do every single thing!
Just make it start with a single step and your heart, full of elements;
Passion, truth, smile, courage, interest, and support.
Smile! no one has power to cater it.
Do not make others overcome you!
You don't have to prove others.
Why to prove? We're here only to prove ourselves to only One.
Stressing for what?
Overcome your fear.
We're not questionable to others but One.
Why copy? Be yourself. What you are! You're amazing.
Deal with it!

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Importance!

Value others is just a free statement? Nobody cares giving it to others at the time of their need, and when I say need, i mean literally giving them attention, at that particular moment, which may make their lives.

There are some people who devote their lives in order to bring happiness and relaxation around, devoting their lives isn't mean they decided or set up themselves to this instead this is just natural in them or you can say it results in bringing their inner peace. 

Others, who are in spot lights, everyone wants to give time to them, acknowledges them even they being silly sometimes; they are so indulge in their pride that they forget to serving some pleasure to their surroundings, depending on moods, they ignore the wisdom around them. A certain time comes when limit exceeds that when someone praises them, even then their pride comes in between and a single smile is hard for them. They think that they are wise, of judging others, making them insecure even for their presence. They are so wrong that they can't even compare truth and false. 

People, who become laughing stokes of their society, others misunderstand them as being stronger, rigid or clever, as they ensure others relief, are scared from inside; I will never say they are weak. No, they are certainly not. But there is a fear in them; fear of losing relations, losing friendships, fear of losing happiness as they always got very little amount of happiness in their lives, fear of being sad after being happy, fear of experiencing dark and many more, I don't know but are afraid of being bully. They even broke down every now and then. It's a bitter reality or truth which life gives them, nobody cares as they think they are of hard core, but certainly not. 

How I suppose to say this, I'm myself being afraid of writing this. Why one suffers this behavior or attitude alone? Why? I mean at least ask them if they are satisfied. Satisfaction? Of their feelings from inside. Does anyone even remember of talking to them seriously? 

People of fame are living in the dark but in their perception they are whole, whereas people who are not ignorant certainly, are of good heart, living in the light but they are not satisfied from inside as others are holding their minds not to be!

Life chooses them or should I say they chooses this for themselves? I may not know the true reason behind this but I'm quite sure that they are worth having value. They are just craving one short true happy moment that satisfies their need. Just a single true wholeheartedly smile, any gesture of being loved may work. Are we ready to provide them that care, which they deserve?

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Agonizing!

I can see through my daydreaming,

the world, it’s both sides!

I know, this will bring me nothing but may I,

put it into the words, which may you be afraid to.

The pure land but having scars, what fate it would cause

Showing its wicked side, not considering the moral rights

What the world is up to, neither can I imagine nor even perceive

It seems like distortion, one side love, one side hatred

People dies, some live still dies.

I’m passing through this vision so fast

That people neither ignoring nor questioning my pace

As if no one cares, what they can achieve, right or wrong

Just a race, not a simple race, but dreadful.

A bitter reality!

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Why a life without meaning will make you sick?

-"Namaz ada kro, is se pehle k tmhari namaz ada ki jaye!"

(A very heart'touching statement )

Why this always happens, whenever we are learning or listening to some muslim preacher or scholar, we look inside ourselves and we're like "that's it! now I'll surely start offering my prayers, I know I'm too sinful but His blessings are not less than anything else, He is 'Rehman' and loves His ummat more than the love of seventy mothers, He surely loves our tears shedding only to get Him, His love, His rehmat. I have to make Him realize this, how much I love Him so that I remain peaceful here and hereafter." Well, these thoughts are just for some moments usually!

Why we fail to recognize His blessings all the time? Why we indulge in sins even we know that it’s totally wrong? And the most important one! Why we run after these fake charms of 'duniya' and wanna be moneybags knowing that this is just temporary? And only coaxing our hearts that "we have to live by making both Allah and this so called 'duniya' contented!'' Oh people! I wish I could let you know that this is all your misapprehensions.

I'm myself very sinful and not knowing true values of Islam; but sometimes these questions arise in my mind. So, I decided to come across its authentic answers. When I asked about this to my beloved mother (a doctor+teacher+scholar+best guider, Masha'Allah) as she was busy so, she just told me in simple words that,''Beta insan k liay is liay zruri hai paisa kamana ta k wo duniya mei reh skay aur Allah ki naimton ko istmal kr k uska behter treekey se shukar ada kr skay, agr insan greeb ho jaye tou 'fakar' mei wo gunnahon ki trf ragib ho jata hai jis se wo apne Allah ko bhulne lg jata hai. Fakr bht buri cheez hai" Then I added, "And because of illitracy, he forget to differentiate in good or bad, therefore going against the Islamic rules and indulging in sins."

But I felt I could'nt find my complete answers. Anyway, I thought and tried to help myself by realizing true facts. I knew that I could ask my parents or some other preacher, they might give me good reasons but I choosed other way to satisfy my pronoun in a right way.

Then I happened to go through some stuff like that.. "But if Al'lah jall'e'shanu'hu is all powerful, why can't we just live like angels here on earth and be happy all our lives?" Haha here you go, m having an answer; oh! So are you thinking about punishment? No, not at all, you are not being punished by Allah.  He does not either punish or reward people in this life. That all has to wait until the next. Pain and suffering are not a punishment. Both good and evil people suffer. To Allah swt, our troubles are like an instant. We're having chance to maintain firm faith and trust in Allah, going through such troubles strongly, competently. We just need to stand against our 'Nafs', whereas, that's not easy, but Allah has given us power, hence that's not difficult either!:D That small word *nafs* making everyone's life tedium! :/ (Sigh...) - (Not talking about that much as it’s beyond my discussion here.)

Okay! Now come to the point, the bessssttt solution for all this; to stay away from sins, to get our Allah's love etc... Is 'Namaz'! Yes, how much we are sinful, no matter how much we do bad but if we offer prayer, it builds a relation with Allah, then He helps us to love Him, to do good deeds; because whenever we offer prayer, somehow, somewhere in us, is a hidden wish to be a good person and wish that Allah may acced us whatever we are.:( It's rightly said; "Resignation to the Will of Allah is the cure of the disease of the heart."~(Hazrat Ali R.A) wowwh, consider it; we're His children, and atleast we should follow this single thing, what He wants us to do, what He has mensioned 70 times in Quran!:@ I mean ATLEAST!! And trust me, by offering namaz, we can get everything. The condition is that we should make it habbit. It’s simple, as by only 1 step towards Allah, we're able to get Him, then why shouldn't make this possible with many steps?! :D
Moreover, another best gift for us is duaa.
My dear Allah! When I loose hope, help me to remember that, your love is greater than my disappointments & your plans for my life are better than my dreams. Ameen!

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I believe!

I believe that whatever I have in fate which I’ll get in life I’ll achieve.

We work hard and plan things so we can make it in a better and effective non-stressful way.

It is important but equally the need to give importance to the relations and connections that we have with real people who are there and respond in same ways.

It’s no fun to be all alone in the way to success and then enjoy the achievement with someone you attract with all you build up or put on yourself till that part of the life.

Point to Ponder!

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CUZ IT’S IN MY BLOOD!!

I the dark, you the light! Give me some hope just for tonight!

I the disastrous, you the fortunate! Get me some felicity by passing through my way!

I the burn, you the glow! Don’t you get it, my mind’s gonna explode!

I the war, you the peace! Have me at your mercy by blowing the chilly breeze!

I the nasty, you the slight! Oh come over and overcome my blight!

I the wicked, you the moral! Give me merry and show me some auroral!

I the void, you the entire! Don’t you forget and fulfill my desire!

Oh rational and shrewd! It’s all you told, mere a lie, point to brood!

I the revolution! Will dig up your brutality! Don’t you brag!

I ain’t a compassion, it’s in my blood! 

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